EH MY 2ND TIME!

hello everybody. and ty lileng. i saw the post. =)

Ty ly for the brownies. lovely. ty v for the syrup.

Ty yesheng for the chocolates. (haha all of u all want to make me gain weight rite?! muz be a conspiracy by jc!)

ty the da polo tee. Lovely, im wearing on sun. So jc pls dun wear on sun. LOL!

Anyway, i thought i should say this. (4.07am)

I know i haven been a gd brother this year. Like some have told me. U all seen me rise so high and fallen down so low. Im sorry to make everyone worried about me. Just want to say, that for someone like me that is used to helping others even on my bdaes to now that im spending my bdae rather aimlessly, it's very difficult. I will love to be running alongside wif u guys again, fighting a gd fight of faith, but i noe it will really take effort on my part, not u guys. I finally realised why in army, so many brothers backslide. Not easy to pray and read bible in there at all. None of the moments there are really mine and private. Not easy to still maintain ur childlike faith there either. Yet, i know that it's not easy for Jesus to walk on the road to calvary. I know it's not easy for Jesus to love his disciple that he knows is going to betray him. It's not easy for Jesus to willingly die on the cross for us. All these requires alot of faith and most imptly love for us. So i will like to share that im not a gd brother this yr, but i will try my best to be a better one nxt year. Nothing is easy, yet it will never be impossible for the One has pave the way for me. =)

Rmb 3 things in ur marathon.
1. Right Spirit.
2. Stamina.
3. Technique.

Will love to blog again, if time allows once again. Either ways, i really love you guys. Keep on keeping on and dun worry about me. There's a greater goal ahead of us. =D cheers.