My FIRST and probably my LAST for this 2 years

ok i noe i shld be actively updating the blog wif jc, bt it seems pretty good so far tt many members are taking up the role to contribute their thoughts and stuff into this lil blog of ours. Either ways, here i am to contribute my first, yet i tink is too my last post for this 2 years to come.

First of all. I will like to express gratitude to everybody for the great stuff that you guys came up for me, the time that u all took to accompany me to my enlistment date. Well, yes i was frightful of wat is to come. Yet i noe it's a compulsary path that everybody has to take, n i noe im in someone's mighty hands ya? The frightful period, to emo to depression to crazy, now is really the final countdown as i type this post on the 2nd June 3.44am. Now, i really feel peaceful, and has already accepted come what may. Much thanks to you guys that has been there for me comforting and encouraging me all this while, like the army boys and the gals. I really thought, i would have never got out of it wifout you guys taking every step with me.

I used to think i was one of the pillars of the cg, but i truly know im not. It's people like Annie, Venis and Glenda that held it together for us. I noe i have not express my appreciation, bt it is always deeply felt and i do respect each and every one of you for handling all these things even wif your tight schedule of sch and work. Thanks for always trying to pull me back up after i haf left you gals dwn time and time again. Thanks for not giving up on me. YOU GALS KEPT THE CG TGT. So give urself a pat on da back.

Moreover, in E410, things just got to be different. I will like to express my appreciation to each and every one of the members here. the guys, the gals and the lil ray. Pillars can only hold up if the supporting beams are strong. You guys are truly why they could stay on strong. Cos of ur conviction, your passion, and your love for God and His people that kept these people going on strong, that they could have an added bonus and commitments of doing all they can to make it worth our while. In short,

You guys are our pillars!

i know that all of us are still young in our walk, and there's many things in our life that we cannot comprehend yet. Disappointments that we have went through, that burdens our heart and waiver on wat we stand. I will just want to say, from my own experience. It's definitely not easy at all. I tried many things to lift the burden of my heart. and i really mean MANY. Yet time and time again, It's God that lifts up the burden from me, even though i had to do it so very often. He is faithful, even when we are not. So laid ur hope and trust in Him, and carry his yokel and lift ur burden up to Him. For His yokel is light and will not suffocate you.

Indeed like sy has mentioned on her blog, sumtimes we do not understand how can people give up so easily on God whenever they hit a trial or tribulation, even when they saw how God has shown them miracles time and time again. Why won't people pray for an hour when Jesus was cruxified to the cross for our sins. Indeed, we are unworthy of such mighty love. Yet God is still so willing to offer us His eternal love. Well, dun be disappointed in people. Always remember, there are many followers but few are the chosen ones. I would not say that this people are a forsaken bunch, but i believe when u pray and seek His face diligently enough and fully equip yourself, you will be able to make a difference in these people's lives. God's love is for all, so do continue to pray and fast, miracles does happen. We prayed for healing, it WORKED. so dun let such minor stuff stumble our walk but stay on strong yourself so u can be fully equiped to help others too. HAVE FAITH.

I will like to end by repeating one thing that i mention before way back. Be a vessel that God can use, in whatever talents and abilities that you haf. So can thru you, people can see Christ for themselves. But whatever that you poured out or taken in(sorrows, disappointments), always give it back to God for a fresh renewing of the vessel. That's how u can truly be someone that can SHINE in the mkt place.

Trust God that whatever that He makes you go through so you can be a blessing to others in the future with the new found experience that you have. Have faith frens, and one last time.

GOGOGO MY E410.